http://the-backsteps.livejournal.com/ my last beat - LiveJournal.com Mon, 05 Jan 2009 10:43:02 GMT LiveJournal / LiveJournal.com the_backsteps 7035261 personal http://l-userpic.livejournal.com/83758984/7035261 http://the-backsteps.livejournal.com/ 100 95 http://the-backsteps.livejournal.com/19987.html Mon, 05 Jan 2009 10:43:02 GMT http://the-backsteps.livejournal.com/19987.html <br><br /><br><br /><br><br /><br><br /><br />there is something i haven't quite understood about the half-assed attitude of people today. 'saying something' and 'doing something' are two totally different things in a sense and i cannot stress that enough. california is diluted and invaluable. zero substance. zero everything. alright, im done venting.<br /><br />goodnight. public 0 http://the-backsteps.livejournal.com/19893.html Sun, 04 Jan 2009 08:29:04 GMT http://the-backsteps.livejournal.com/19893.html <br><br /><br><br /><br><br /><br><br /><br /><br><br /><br />it's been countless days of independent study now, japanese and cultural linguistics sparked an unusual interest last month. i've bought a not-so-normal amount of study guides and text books online just to pick up the language that much faster; things are coming along very smoothly in that department. despite my (socio)-devil box isolation, it's been a very productive month for me and i'm very much proud to say that at the very least. i've put forth some serious efforts for once about recording music. if theres anything i see myself doing in the near future, its being a performance artist. now that i'm somewhat out of my rut of depression which really set me back last year, i can finish writing some music i started on almost a year ago. i've never been so serious about my direction in my life right now. things are looking amazing, great and spectacular. everything else will become history. i'm ready to rise like a phoenix and let the rest blow away into ashes. if you're not with me now, you probably never were.<br><br /><br><br /><br><br /><br> public 0 http://the-backsteps.livejournal.com/15718.html Thu, 05 Oct 2006 17:15:30 GMT http://the-backsteps.livejournal.com/15718.html <small> inspiration, where did you go?</small> http://the-backsteps.livejournal.com/15718.html passionless public 4